Welcome @pamj, You are definitely not alone. I think all of us had the same feeling of not knowing what the future will bring and it can be scary. My best advice is to learn as much as you can about your condition and what treatments are available. There are a lot of discussions here on Connect to learn from the experience of others. Here is the link to the list of discussions in the Neuropathy group -- https://connect.mayoclinic.org/group/neuropathy/

What is your most bothersome symptom? Have you started any treatment?