There is always so much information coming at you at the beginning and I remember feeling an urgency to make decisions right then. 😳 I felt overwhelmed and unable to deal with the sadness I should have been feeling.
There is a group that talks a lot about mastectomy and reconstruction pros and cons. Have you read this conversation yet.
https://connect.mayoclinic.org/discussion/mastectomy-1/
I wish I would have taken the time and had this resource when I was diagnosed. I find that slowing down and taking the time to consume as much information as possible helps me to make the best decision I can for myself.
This is a very hard time for you, have you stopped long enough to breathe yet? 💕Do you have someone to bounce thoughts around with that knows you well enough to know what is important to you?