So sorry that you're suffering with this. I can relate.For almost two years now, I've woken up with rushes of anxiety and horrible fear. Usually starts at 5 am, and if I doze off again the rushes wake me up again with shaking fear throughout my body. In my case, this started with a cancer diagnosis and the anxiety that caused. But even though I am well now, the morning horrors continue. Therapy hasn't helped, and I've resisted drugs. I do generally, although not always, start to feel better as I get up and start my day.
Is that the case for you?