@bobette1 I can imagine how frightening this is for you. While I wasn't diagnosed with the same cancer as you I do remember feeling very shocked and practically "out of my body" when the gynecologist called me to tell me my biopsy was endometrial cancer.

You mentioned in an earlier post that you had an appointment scheduled with your oncologist. Have you met with them yet? Do you have a plan of how the cancer will be treated? Personally, for me, once there was a plan in place I began to feel better because I "knew" I didn't have to worry alone anymore and the cancer team would take care of me.