This is simply unimaginable, @megsmum. It was so fast. There are no words, but words are all I have to offer and want to use them to envelope you in a gentle virtual hug. When you feel alone even when surrounded by loved ones, remember that the Connect community is here any time.

You may wish (when and if it's right for you) to join the discussions in the Loss & Grief group here: https://connect.mayoclinic.org/group/loss-grief/

The kettle is always on for a virtual cup of tea.