Thank you girls, hope all of us are cancer free through time!
You know, I might be more courageous now but I was horrified at first and didn't even realise it and I did many funny stuff! Now it's time that I make you laugh, ,,,, a lot! It took 2 weeks to realise that I had breast cancer because the first cytological examination refered to the situation as adenocarcinoma. My brain refused to understand and thought it was something similar to cancer but not it!!! 🤣🤣🤣 When I went for the first time in the oncologist I ask nothing, no question at all! And let me tell you what I did when I visited for the first time the mammologist! After he saw my examinations and took a sample of the tumor and the first lympho node, I asked him: "it could be inflammation, couldn't it?" 🤣🤣🤣 The poor guy was looking at me trying to think what to say! His assistant was looking at the floor and me was very mad at him for hesitating to answer and allow me to have hallucinations! It seemed like my brain couldn't or refused to comprehend what was happening! After a long time I realised that the situation was serious and I had to fight with all my heart and brain too. I desided that no matter what I would be a positive case ( not a survivor I don't like it), because I'm still young (55) and I have a lot of things to do andd see (my children marry, grandchildren, new work and of course a partner in my life)! Of course I've been fighting with stress, fear (especially in the 3 months tests), depression and insomnia! And of course there are good stuff too: I lost the weight I wanted for more than 10 years, I cut my hair very short and they're excellent (make me younger) and realised that I have important people in my life that really love me (family & friends) 😍
Sorry for the really long text, hope I made you laugh! 💖