Thank you for this post. This is almost exactly my story. I had a double mastectomy, with clean margins and clear lymph nodes in October 2021, and a low OncoDX score of 11. I will be 70 in December. You put it very well. "Instead of celebrating being cancer free, I feel like I'm living with a cancer that hasn't been cured." I had very severe side effects on Letrozole. That prompted me to do more research. I have some heart issues and my bone scan revealed osteopenia. I have pretty much decided to work on building up my immune system through diet and supplements, exercising more, controling my weight and using techniques to lessen stress. I am waiting for an appointment with a integrative oncologist. My medical oncologist is not happy with my decision and doesn't have any other support to offer, except yearly palpation of the mastectomy scar. I feel pretty much on my own to find support, but I'm working on changing my mindset to celebrating a win over cancer and feeling grateful for everyday and the love and support of my family and friends. It is indeed a life changing experience and a very personal one. I too, send my best to all on this journey.