I chang3d doctors and he decreased my gabapentin without telling me. I had a 3 month refill and didn't know I was taking to much for about a month now toward the end I'm very short. To be honest he won't help me so I'm having to go outside for a little help if you know what I mean. I have a friend who has a friend who helped me with some klo****ins. I hate to do this but felt like death. Sometimes doctors are not very compassionate when it comes to pain. Especially after the opiod epidemic. But, they really need to be realistic.