That's the Spirit! Self-care!..what a novel idea! Like most of us, I feel...we're looking for answers and have more questions then can be answered. So very frustrating..taking so much precious time one can be spending on more ameliorative activities...like what you had planned. I'm starting to shape out a new life for myself these days. Finding new ways to live..now being alone. Can't quite see a future yet..but staying in the now and being grateful for what I do have really helps me to stay on track, that there's more to come for me. Sure..we can all dwell on all that's wrong with us...but that's damn depressing..besides taking up way too much energy to keep track of it all. So I surrender...my demons will have to learn to get along with my angels...after all we all have more angels than demons.
Today I will rejoice in all the beauty that surrounds me..even if I have to look for it. Pick my head up and stand up straighter and go make my own fun day! I wish the same for you all!