Sending you support for your journey...you've been through a great deal. I can read between the lines. i survived pancreatic cancer and am clear now 6 years. I was given 2 months. It was metastatic and now there is nothing there. LOTS of treatment for sure and other outside the box remedies. The PMR is a pain, but I am getting through it and feel better after a really rough year and a half. May healing arrive and relief from pain also arrive.