Welcome @gshfmb, Sorry to hear you had a bad reaction to gabapentin but happy you found an alternative that helps. If you haven't thought about looking for alternative or complementary treatments, you might want to check out the Foundation for Peripheral Neuropathy website - https://www.foundationforpn.org/living-well/complementary-therapies/. You might also find the following discussion helpful:

-- Supplement recommendations: What can help neuropathy?: https://connect.mayoclinic.org/discussion/supplement-recommendations-can-help/

Have you looked into any alternative or complementary treatments to see if they might be helpful?