@paulieoneill4979 it is great to hear that you have support of some sort from some family and friends. I am glad you have joined Connect, an online community where you can lean on other members while learning from one another!

Your lack of sleep may be influencing your reduced interest in other things. Sleep really is such a fundamental aspect of overall health and mental health, especially when faced with chronic conditions such as what you are dealing with. That said, do you have a sleep routine that helps get you in the mood for sleep? What are your current sleeping struggles (i.e. falling asleep, staying asleep, both)?