Your experience is so sadly true for so many people. Are you aware of a website called Children's Health Defense? Although they vehemently advocate for children and their medical rights, they are a great source of information about what is going on with VAERS, how the CDC has played with the numbers of actual Covid deaths, and doctors who speak out against the vaccine. They always have interesting articles on people who have been physically, and all too often irreparably damaged by the vaccine. It's very interesting reading. The founder of Children's Health Defense has spoken his mind, and therefore has been banned from Twitter, FB, and just about every social media outlet in existence. He's even had family members cut ties with him because he has spoken out on the subject. Needless to say, I have a lot of admiration for him.