I, too am not 60 but feel like I am older. I just turned 57 myself. I hope you are still active here, that we can connect as we both navigate. I feel like quite a few saying what you did that resonates with me are consumed with existing and isolated for a variety of reasons. I started bi-weekly lipid apheresis treatments in 2019 and it was then that my treating doctor told me I had a cardiovascular system of an 85-year-old. He described it to me to be quite simple, that basically our blood should be like tomato juice and mine is more like tomato sauce. It goes through every organ in our bodies so consequently this makes an impact everywhere. I can say the need for good circulation cannot be overstated! This all has been confirmed with a genetic cause. He also told me “they” know a lot about my gene defect. Unfortunately what they know is through autopsies. I find myself relating to folks beyond me in chronological years. I learn so much that explains my experiences and they understand my description of weirdness I describe. I am developing more quality relationships, empathy skills and an overall understanding/acceptance of what is physically going on with me.