I can see the anger in your response---I too felt the same way. Do not lose control of your emotions even though you are completely entitled to feel them. I know it feels like no one will listen or believe you because they are so good at putting on a public persona for others. It turns into a slippery slope---you become more and more upset because you feel like no one cares or is listening. In reality, there are good people who will listen, believe you, and help but when you have been abused you lose sense of trust and end up lashing out, making it difficult to get to the point where you have a strong support system.

I consider myself fortunate to finally have the answer to the abuse, lies and odd behavior. You simply cannot fathom someone you loved enough to marry would be so unloving in return.
I know your post is old and I would be interested if how your situation is currently. I hope you have re-established yourself to being YOU, not the person who was wrongfully broken. It is a struggle---I am a work-in-progress as well. I wish you happiness and the best!