SO sorry Josey. Briefly: Find a respected naturopath or other integrative or alternative practitioner for some integrative/alternative support as well as seeing the MDs - even if you can only afford to see one for a short time or now & again. Not advising you to do same, but I stopped taking prescriptions from pulmonologists 4 years ago when I was told I was at the point - nightly soaking night sweats, constant shortness of breath, already thin lost 15-=20 lbs. - where I had to take "the cocktail" oI 3 antibiotics for 18 months to 2 years. Long story, but suffice to say I nebulize with l-glutathione powder with 7% sodium chloride, get it in capsule (powdered) form - from Theranaturals online (theranaturals.com) cuz much less expensive than the gold standard liquid form which you should use if you can afford it; I can't. Also NAC, proteolytic enzymes (big help for MAC), liquid & encapsulated herbs e.g. olive leaf extract, sometimes lomatium, lobelia; also pau d'arco; etc. also black cumin seed oil caps. Along with basic supplements like C, D &E. But you really need some more specific guidance here. The point is, there's definitely hope! Meanwhile focus on everything at all positive in your life, practice gratitude, you know the "spiritual" drill - and it works. & you'll also b in this old lady's (idiosyncratic) prayers and meditations. Blessings!