You will live again - it may look different, smell different and feel different…. And it will take time to accept and embrace these changes … but Annie, we are so much stronger than we give ourselves credit for. You don’t have to push and fight … time will sneak it in and a good day of hope will pop up and with time another - you deserve this. I deserve this. Wish it would be everyday that feels good and solid like it did before my husband passed six years ago …. But the days are getting brighter at last.