Pain pump, I have one, how about one for you?

Posted by Stephen @wsh66, Nov 9, 2018

I have had an implanted pain pump in my abdomen for about 18 months. It is a miracle. I get a total of 4.764 mgs. of Dilaudid, If I administer all of the 10 extra micro does I can have in 24 hours. If I don't use those extra doses I get 2.74 mgs. over 24 hours. The effect is 300 times more effective than if I took the same dose orally. I go to my doctors office every 3 months to have the pump refilled. I'm there for about 15 minutes. The actual process of refilling the pump takes no more than 5 minutes and is painless. No prescriptions to worry about, no one wondering if I'm misusing or selling my pain meds, no one making me feel like a drug addict or a criminal. In our current climate this is even more important than it was two years ago. Many Doctors want nothing to do with pain patients or writing scripts for pain meds. I know many of you have been there. This method is especially good for back issues as the drug is delivered via a catheter which runs up my spin. Yes, I still have pain but it's pain I can live with. If your Doctor doesn't know about this or doesn't want to do it contact a pain clinic. The Doctor who put mine in is a Neurosurgeon. If you have any questions please respond.

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@twa1965

How tough is the surgery? I am strongly considering a pain pump.

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I was wondering how the trial went?

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@morkat

I was wondering how the trial went?

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The trial was excellent for pain relief but my bladder couldn’t handle it. I was upset to say the least. Did not move forward.

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@twa1965

The trial was excellent for pain relief but my bladder couldn’t handle it. I was upset to say the least. Did not move forward.

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What do the docs say? Is your bladder a problems a seperate problem?

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@erikas

@ga29 Welcome to Mayo Clinic Connect. You are interested in a pain pump and connecting with members. You are wondering if the pain pump will work for you despite you having a Tarlov cyst below the lumbar level.

May I ask where in the process you are regarding the decision for a pain pump?

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I had had Left knee replacement X2 within the last three years and there was still constant pain in my knee but had a pain pump before my knee surgery and my pain specialist told me it would help my knee but it never did. It helped my back and sciatica but did not touch my fibromyalgia nor my knee pain. it was later determined that my knee pain was due to nerves not from the knee itself. However, my pain specialist took me off the pain pump due to a bunch of misunderstandings and I am now in great pain in my back and my sciatica plus the knee pain. I am miserable but because I wrote too many messages explaining my predicament, my pain specialist took me off the portal so I could no longer talk to her that way. She is not going to put me back on the pump and I don't know where to go from here. I cannot do even light housework and am so very frustrated. She worked two hours away from us so having to drive for more than four hours was difficult for both of us; so I tried a local pain specialist in my small Arizona town. He recommended some long acting opioids for me and then denied that he had ever said that; in the meantime, I was being taken off gradually from the pump and in explaining what happened, I wanted back on the dosage I was on but she will not increase it again. In asking her for help with explanations of what had transpired, I wrote too many portal messages so was taken off the portal. What??? How am I supposed to get help?? Is there anyone in Arizona who manages pain pumps? Is that good healthcare to not let patients ask for help through their portal? I thought that was what it was for!
Or should I just go back on opioids again?

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@wsh66

I have had several back issues for many years. I suppose there is one diagnosis that would explain it all but that hasn't come my way. I had a disk removed 14 years ago after 10 years of pain. Not successful. The operation was to take 45 minutes. It took over 3 hours due to large amounts of scar tissue around my spin. No explanation for the scaring. In 2011 I had 3 vertebrae fused in my neck. Same situation. A 45 minute operation that took more than 3 hours because of scar tissue. That was successful. I also had carpel tunnel surgery, partially successful. I had a lot of pain in my hands and arms caused by repeated motions in my work as a glass artist. (See stephenhodder.com). Both of my feet are deformed and have also been a source of pain. I've had shoulder and knee surgery, both to relieve pain, both unsuccessful. My ability to walk is greatly limited by sciatica. I use a cane and/or a walker. Before the pump I also used a wheel chair. I also have arthritis.

I was treated with various opioids starting with 5 mg. Hydrocodon. I went off them and back on them etc. I was given Tramadol when it first hit the market. I tried nsaids, I use Celebrex, Tylenol, and lidocaine patches. I kept getting worse until I had to retire from most of my work in 2007 and then retire completely in 2011 from anything to do with glass. I was given morphine which was not effective. I was given larger and larger doses of Oxycontin and then Dilaudid was added along with Valium for cramping. It would work for awhile and then my deterioration would out pace the drugs. I had also tried Fentanyl patches which hadn't worked well for me. I was never given enough medication to completely end my pain and that is important. If you take enough to actually end your pain you run the risk of having some left in your system after your pain is gone. That's when the brain says. "Party time", and you get high. You get high, you get addicted. I also want to add at this point, no one over prescribed for me. Getting meds was like pulling teeth. I don't really believe everyone who says the Doctor got me addicted. I believe many of those who got a habit got it by misusing the drug they were given.

Throughout this time I was accused of being an addict. I was made to feel like a criminal. At one point one of the only Docs that would treat pain patients at my clinic was told they could no longer write for pain med. Most patients were left high and dry. I refused to accept that and said fine, get me another Doctor who will continue my treatment. Reluctantly they did. When that Doctor retired they got me another. On one hand there were doctors who tried their best to help me, on the other hand there was a system being put into play to make my treatment impossible.

Then came the cancer. A very rare and not well understood sarcoma. Driving was one of the hardest things for me to do and now I had to do a 2 hour round trip for radiation everyday for a month. My adult son just about carried me in to my last treatment. While being treated for sarcoma at the U of MN I learned about the Pain Management clinic and got started there. I met with a Psychiatrist and a Neurologist. We discussed the neurostimulator and the pain pump. Meanwhile they took over my meds. It was great. No one distrusted me, I was treated with respect, not that other doctors hadn't treated me well but none possessed their level of understanding. They raised my drug levels significantly and recognized that I would need treatment for the rest of my life. I should note that this clinic also makes determination that some patients can do without narcotics and helps them achieve that goal. My doctors decided the pain pump would be right for me but I couldn't get it right away. My cancer treatment nearly killed me and I kept ending up in the hospital with no immune system. I had already had radiation, surgery and some chemo. I had very large chemo doses but could never finish the course of treatment that was prescribed. I had to wait one year after my last infection to have the pain pump surgery. Part of the surgery involves running a catheter up your spine to leak the drug directly where the problem is and if an infection got into that catheter it would have been curtains for me.

I had my surgery in early 2016. By that time I was taking 200 mgs. of oxycontin and 32 mgs. of Dilaudid and 20 mgs. of valium daily and was still have severe pain. (32 mgs. of Dilaudid equals about another 100 mgs. of Oxycontin.) Over the 72 hours following surgery my oral meds were cut to 60 mgs. of Oxycontin and 16 mgs. of dilaudid and no valium. Shortly after that the oxycontin was reduced to 30 mgs. Recently I stopped taking the oxycontin on a regular basis. I still have the 16 mgs. of Dilaudid if I need it. My Doctor believe these small amounts of oral drugs have a very beneficial placebo effect and I am inclined to agree. I plan to give them up this year at least long enough to determine if they are still useful but they are in truth, miniscule doses compared to what the pump delivers.

In the months following my operation I saw my Surgeon regularly. The pump he placed in my abdomen was controlled by a remote that he had. It also recorded every dose I got. With each visit he turned it up a little more until it would not be prudent to turn it any higher. At too high a level you run the risk of flooding the sensors in your spin and rendering the meds useless. So now I have the pump inside my abdomen and the catheter running up my spine. I'm getting about 2.74 mgs. of Dilaudid every 24 hours plus I can give my self 10 "bumps" of about .01 mgs in 24 hours by holding a remote control over the pump and pressing a button. The pump records all these doses and when you took them which helps the Doctor know if he needs to turn the pump up more. Unless I'm up and walking or standing I don't experience much back pain. I sleep through the night most nights. My cancer treatment which appears to have been successful left me with severe neuropathy in my hands and feet. I take Amitriptyline and Lyrica for that as well as for leg pain caused by the compression garment I wear on my right let 23 hours per day. Part of my sarcoma treatment was the removal of 20 Lymph nods in my abdomen which now requires the compression along with daily massage to maintain good health. I've been back in the gym for over a year using a Nu-step machine which is a seated cross trainer. No load on the back. I also did a fairly aggressive course to PT after getting my pump. I did many courses of PT over the years along with anything else anyone could think of. Electro Sonograms, Rolfing, Craniosacral release, which by the way is just fantastic if you get someone who is properly trained in how to do it, trigger point release etc. etc. I did it all. You had to jump through all those hoops in order to get any meds at all which may or may not be a good thing. PT did help me, Cranial sacral release was a Godsend, other things, not so much.

Before the pain pump my life was not really worth living. I couldn't do any of the things I done for years like walking, dancing, bow hunting, fishing, blowing glass and gardening. I still don't do many of those things but I do still cook and play the guitar and sing. I was just starting to get professional work when I got cancer. After cancer I had to relearn everything about music and I don't know if I'll ever work again but I haven't given up. The neuropathy took the feeling in the ends of my fingers so I had to start over with the guitar. Exertion is hard as I lost a lung to the chemo treatments and the chronic pneumonia that came with the chemo.

Looking back at what I've written here it sounds like it's been one hell of a ride. But let's get real. At this moment I have no pain anywhere in my body. That will change as the day goes on but that's not in this moment. The fog that came with the high doses of oral meds is gone, I'm clear as a bell, an old bell but a bell none the less. I have more quality of life than I had in the 10 years before the pump. I go to my Doctor every 3 months for a pump refill. It takes all of 15 minutes in his office, the actual procedure is almost painless and take about 3 minutes. Every five years I will get a new pump but who knows, the next one might be good for the rest of my life. This is new technology and it's getting better everyday. My max dose is now about 4.674 mgs. per day if I take all 10 bumps which I never do. Meds taken with the pump are about 300 time more effective than taken orally. That the equivalent of 1400 mgs. of Dilaudid with non of the side effects. No drowsiness, no constipation that a little fiber and a good diet won't handle. If the pump fails, its default is to shut down in which case I would according to my doctor experience withdrawal and need to get to an emergency room. Big deal. Nothing is risk free. We choose to go on and live or we lay down and die. Clearly, I have made my choice.

I believe the pump is a good choice for anyone who will be in pain for the rest of their lives. Try everything else first if you must. If you can be fixed get fixed. If you can't, and other treatments don't work, consider the pump.

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Dear Fellow "Walking Wounded" person - I Really hope you're still on this site. I read almost your entire "string" and was moved to join the site & respond.

Your Story was compelling & So VERY Hopeful. It is the 1st (Personal story) I have been able to relate to... I would love to find out how you're doing 5/9/2022
Although my history is different then yours: I Believe our "Fighting / Surviving Spirits" are uniquely similar.
This morning I was given the Pain Pump as my best (if not Last) option.
I am frightened to "Rock" the proverbial boat. For the past 9 years (since I was rear-ended by a commercial truck & trailer I "thought" I had figured out a way to stabilize & manage my pain without any real side effects or serious reductions in mental functioning.
Prior to the 2013 truck accident:
I had broken my back in multiple places. L1 Burst with ensuing "domino effect" fracturing a many of other vertebras. They managed to save me Humpty-Dumpty style with an emergency Life-flight, followed by an 11 hour T11 - L3 Laminectomy surgery including hauling out a big hunk of hip bone grafted to replace the missing" L1.
Add (2) 7.5" titanium rods (4) 3.5" screws & (2) 5.5" hooks & you have my back BEFORE a 30,000 pound truck slammed into me at 50 MPH.

Recovering from the 1st accident was fast & easy for me - My business was 13 months old & I literally had to work right out of the hospital bed. In the subsequent years, I Often worked over 100 hours per week, Played 104 holes in a (1) day charity golf-a-thon. That was my Pre-Truck life.

After the Truck accident EVERYthing changed. I Really had to fight (for my life) to get back to some semblance of living. (Not my life, but A life).

The "med history" is the simplest way to depict how messed up my body was after truck & how far I've been able to fight my way back...
I Instigated & Successfully Implemented, an approximate 90% pain med reduction: Without withdrawal & at the time: AGAINST medical advice.
From:
(1) 100 mcg patch every 48 hour (And 300 Norcos Per Month)
To:
(1) 25 mcg patch every 48 - 72 hours (And 150 - 180 Norcos Per Month)
***However, between the Insurance & The Pharmacist: They will only allow 100 per day - IF they allow it at All...
I too have been lied to, humiliated, shamed, lectured & (Literally) verbally abused by "well meaning" but ignorant pharmacists. Even After my Doctor (of 20 years) personally called to explain my injuries.

Politics has (of late) made those of us with Medically Unfixable Bodies Criminally Offensive. I know you understand... Your distinction between addiction & dependency is the best I've read capturing the difference,
With All medical alternatives exhausted: "Hiding" the pain from my brain has been the only thing my medical team has been able to offer... NOW because of the Incessant Bureaucratic Pressure: They are removing that option as well.
Like you, I have tried it all: Cortisone, Epidurals, Thousands of hours of PT, Yoga, Power Yoga plus pus Plus...

Additionally, I have developed hundreds of physiological & psychological (NON Narcotic) work arounds" & have lower my meds as far as I can (Too far really) & still keep a roof over my head & dogfood in the bowl.
Put Plainly I will not be able to fight / manage the pain enough to earn a living or care for myself.
Like you, The VERY Last Thing I want is ANY Type of Drug Induced "High".
I NEED MY BRAIN Actively Functioning & Clear. My Clear mind allows me to think my way through the things my body can no longer do. It protects me from situations or circumstances that could do additional damage to my already broken body.
Enough About Me!
Back To You & Your Illustrious, Triumphant Journey: I have so many questions (for you) & Gosh, I would be So Much More than indebted if you'd be willing to chat.
Most Respectfully.
Little d

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I am still around. Five years with the pump. Still using a cane and a walker and doing as much as I can. Pain is still a near constant companion but one I can live with. I've found that anything I can lean or against eases the pain of the moment and I continue on. I bought a recumbent crosstrainer, Nu-Step machine early in the pandemic. I've improved my lung function enough to say I no longer have COPD. We can live with pain as long as it's not too much. Sitting here typing, pain is a vague, inconsequential background noise.

I eat exactly whatever I want. Protein, fat no sugar. I drink whatever I want, good French wine. A little gardening on the deck. My wife is now retired so I have her company as well as my adult son who has Down's syndrome and lives at home. I play my guitars, cook gourmet meals and write poetry. My wife out writes me 10 to 1 and is really quite good.

Seven years free from cancer I feel well. Age is taking it's toll but that is to be expected. I am disgusted with the state of affairs America has fallen into. I still believe in one set of facts, one correct answer and respect the truth.

I haven't heard any mention of a need to replace my pump. That may happen soon and of course I will.

I hope yours has brought you some relief. The combination of the pump and adjusting my activities to what I can manage has brought me to a good place. I'm really glad I don't need the megadoses of opiates I used to take. Most important is managing my mental health, fighting off depression. It is the worse component of any health situation. I don't know how the uninsured stay alive or those without a supportive family and friends network.

I have a lot to be grateful for and having gratitude is the greatest reward.

I hope you to are well. Love and Blessings.

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@pamevans

I had had Left knee replacement X2 within the last three years and there was still constant pain in my knee but had a pain pump before my knee surgery and my pain specialist told me it would help my knee but it never did. It helped my back and sciatica but did not touch my fibromyalgia nor my knee pain. it was later determined that my knee pain was due to nerves not from the knee itself. However, my pain specialist took me off the pain pump due to a bunch of misunderstandings and I am now in great pain in my back and my sciatica plus the knee pain. I am miserable but because I wrote too many messages explaining my predicament, my pain specialist took me off the portal so I could no longer talk to her that way. She is not going to put me back on the pump and I don't know where to go from here. I cannot do even light housework and am so very frustrated. She worked two hours away from us so having to drive for more than four hours was difficult for both of us; so I tried a local pain specialist in my small Arizona town. He recommended some long acting opioids for me and then denied that he had ever said that; in the meantime, I was being taken off gradually from the pump and in explaining what happened, I wanted back on the dosage I was on but she will not increase it again. In asking her for help with explanations of what had transpired, I wrote too many portal messages so was taken off the portal. What??? How am I supposed to get help?? Is there anyone in Arizona who manages pain pumps? Is that good healthcare to not let patients ask for help through their portal? I thought that was what it was for!
Or should I just go back on opioids again?

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I think it’s awful that your doctor blocked you from using the patient portal! Especially if you live 2 hours away. I know my doctors want me to schedule appointments to go over questions I have about my care. I’ve been able to schedule video appts and even phone appts since Covid quarantined everyone. Most of my doctors still offer those appts. Does yours? That might be a way to communicate your concerns directly. I always make a list of what I want to talk about prior to my appt and cover as much as I can.
Call your doctors office and see if you can schedule a video or phone appointment. Sounds like the only way you will get answers to your questions without driving to see them! If you can schedule a video or phone appt, tell them you will no longer use the portal to communicate with your doctor the way you have. You should have access to your medical records and other information found on their portal!

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@wsh66

You would have to test the meds orally before knowing how they will work. Dilaudid is powerful stuff, much more so than Morphine or Oxycontin. I'm not sure what long term side effects you're talking about. The dose is tiny. I have no problem with constipation. The does would never be enough to get you high so I wouldn't worry about addiction although my Doctor say if my pump failed, I would know it had failed because I would experience withdrawal. I not sure that I would. I gone off meds and had big big decreases in med overnight and never experienced withdrawal. Increased dose level. We turned my pump up several times to get the right dose but are not increasing it anymore. One thing you don't need to be concerned with is the fog that comes with high doses of opioids. Is this the last resort? If you have back issues that a surgeon cannot fix, if you are going to be in pain for the rest of your life, I would say this is the first choice. It was the last resort for me because I had done Thousands of hours of PT, I had taken many different drugs, narcotic and non narcotic and my back was too bad for surgery. I was taking the equivalent of 320 mgs. of oxycontin a day and getting little relief, my life was not really worth living. I was tested for the electrical stimulator and that was ruled out so the pump was the next step. I am not experiencing any side effects that I am aware of. My pump will have to be replaced approximately every 5 years. Who knows by the time I get the one it may be one that lasts forever. More questions? Just ask.

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I am scheduled for my pain pump trial, have had 10operations on my spine, first spinal fusion the neurosurgeon fractured/collapsed L3 and fractured L5.
Last operation 2020, the L3 nerve was cut, now have horrible hip, leg and knee pain along with spasms in my leg,. My question is this: will the pain pump at least lower the pain where I can function? I am on oxycodone orally now 5 mg 3 times a day, any higher and I’m banging into walls.
Also, did you get a spinal headache after surgery?

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@en517dz

I am scheduled for my pain pump trial, have had 10operations on my spine, first spinal fusion the neurosurgeon fractured/collapsed L3 and fractured L5.
Last operation 2020, the L3 nerve was cut, now have horrible hip, leg and knee pain along with spasms in my leg,. My question is this: will the pain pump at least lower the pain where I can function? I am on oxycodone orally now 5 mg 3 times a day, any higher and I’m banging into walls.
Also, did you get a spinal headache after surgery?

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Welcome @en517dz, I'm sure Stephen @wsh66 had the same concern as you about whether or not the pain pump will at least lower the pain where you can function. I think that is what the trial is used to determine and adjust as needed. Hopefully you will get some relief soon. How soon is your pain pump trial scheduled?

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@en517dz

I am scheduled for my pain pump trial, have had 10operations on my spine, first spinal fusion the neurosurgeon fractured/collapsed L3 and fractured L5.
Last operation 2020, the L3 nerve was cut, now have horrible hip, leg and knee pain along with spasms in my leg,. My question is this: will the pain pump at least lower the pain where I can function? I am on oxycodone orally now 5 mg 3 times a day, any higher and I’m banging into walls.
Also, did you get a spinal headache after surgery?

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I've had my pump for 5 years. First please understand that your current dose is tiny. 3 x 5 mg. If any more is too much you are on the wrong dose. You can have Gene testing done to determine which meds you can matabolize or digest without problems. You get tested via a spinal inection to see if a given drug works. If one doesn't work they should try another. Morphine failed for me. Hydromorphone is much stronger and worked well.

I keep thinking about your current dose. When I got my pump after several surgeries was taking 220 mgs. of oxycontin, 32 mgs. of dilaudid plus 20 mg. of Valium each day and it wasn't working. I had to be declared a palliative patient and meet with a psychiatrist and a physiatrist to make sure I wasn't an addict and was not mentally ill. The surgery requires a good neurosurgeon as they threaded a catheter up you spine.

Life is livable and enjoyable but I am disabled by pain. Can walk short distances with a cane or behind a grocery cart. If I just stand or walk I will be in too much pain to continue. I have adjusted my environment and home to allow me to do out things sitting down or leaning on a stool.

The best part of the pump is no side affects from the drug. You don't digest it before
it helps you. Nothing is perfect. Oral narcotics only work for so long. Mine were failing miserably. Now I get 5 to 6 mgs. of hydromrphone every 24 hours. 1 mg. is controlled by me with a remote. 10 doses via a remote control, limited to 10 per 24 hours. Those 10 are .09 mgs. each.

I never had headaches.

I don't think you are ready for the pump if you are only taken. 3 doses of oxygen per day. That is a tiny dose. You are probably allergic to it if that is all you can tolerate. Finding pain management is harder than ever. I suggest seeing a pain specialist who understands narcotics. Then find a neurosurgeon who has done a lot of pumps. You need to also line up who will mange your pump
Every 10 to 12 weeks they put a templet on your tummy, insert a needle into the pump nipple and remove the old meds and then put in fresh meds. Then they download info from your pump.

The best we can do is make pain bearable. To that end we need to continue to do stretching and exercising hopefully with input from a good physical therapist. Even more important is maintaining mental health and doing everything we can to avoid or treat depression which includes a good diet and regular exercise. Nothing aggravates pain like depression.

I wish you the best of luck with this. If you have more questions don't hesitate to ask. Go online to Genesight.com and learn about Gene testing.

Love and Blessings Stephen

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