@naturegirl5 Wow, your mottos on reality really struck a chord. It not only applies to health, but so many different things in our lives that drain the energy we need for acceptance and making things better for ourselves and families. I am trying to better about this. I know when things seem black and white, it should be easier to accept and face, but you’re still faced with so many unknowns, treatment options, reactions, life style changes, and outcomes, yet you purged forward with a clear focus and best path for you, and discovered nature as a good meditation tool. I really like that! I cannot resist looking at cute pictures of kittens and puppies, but am physically unable to take care of a live one. But I can take care of a box of chocolate with no problem, unless it’s been ruined with coconut! Thanks for sharing your positive story and motivating others!