@tml You'll find that our nature is to hyper-focus on something like the transplant. It's what we do as humans, but that doesn't mean it is healthy for us! Take a deep breath, and understand that things will happen as they are supposed to. Your numbers bounced up a bit, but, you knw they will be coming back down.

You're so right, we cannot change the past. But we can make our present and our future as good for us as possible. It will happen, trust in yourself.
Ginger