I see a pain specialist, a massage therapist, an acupuncturist, do physical therapy have all the home remedies and devices. And still, it hurts. Not an ingrate, just really living it. If you are not suffering physically and subsequently suffering mentally, emotionally and economically I have trouble believing you get it. I'm not saying I wish this on anybody. The down and dirty of it is life quality. I want to have more of it and don't. I'm left being the guy who tells everybody have a good time see you later. Have skills that I can barely use.
Trying and Trying and Trying to not let life pass me by.