i have no friends except some phone or online friends. only one do i open up to, i don't know why. i also have a lot of stress in my life: i was supposed to have cataract surgery today but my daughter woke up with a flare up of her colitis so she couldn't go with me. i had no one else to ask! now i have to wait till sept. to have the surgery because my doc is all booked up. should i go on? nah, it's not worth it. the stress is always there, in one way or another. but life continues to move on and i've got to move with it. i'm sorry you feel badly.