I lost my wife of 47 years 9 months ago. It doesn’t get better. I forget that she is gone and then remember several times a day. The pain and agony of her loss is so hard that I break down each time all over again. I just make it through the day waiting for it to get easier. It never does. She was everything to me. I woke up every morning trying to think of something funny just to hear her laugh. She battled cancer for 8 years and it was a great honor to help her through her treatment.