Um, no, my friends and family will assure you that I am no saint. But I am a Mayo Connect Mentor, a volunteer who watches a couple of specific topics and responds to others.
I want to assure you that anxiety and depression are VERY normal first reactions to the diagnosis of MAC and bronchiectasis. Your best ally is to get informed, and Mayo Connect and National Jewish Health (NJH - https://www.nationaljewish.org/education/pro-ed/live-events/ntm-patient-videos) are 2 excellent places to start.
I hear you as far as the rapid fall from vigorous to wiped out! When I was diagnosed with MAC and bronchiectasis four years ago, I had been ill at first intermittently and then constantly with one asthma attack or lung infection after another for four years. I couldn't walk a block, and mostly just coughed and slept.
Worse, I was fearful and had never heard of MAC or bronchiectasis. And my pulmonologist was less than helpful. All of that led me to this group and Mayo Connect where I was able to get good information, support and encouragement from wonderful people who understood.
I learned so much from those who had walked this path before me, and were walking it with me that when I was asked to volunteer I was honored to accept.
Most of all, with this "rare disease," I learned that I need to be my own best advocate, and be as educated as possible because not all the professionals have the time to keep up on the latest treatments for a condition they may only see rarely. The second thing I learned was to ask questions. And the third is that, with treatment and good personal care, bronchiectasis is a condition you can live with, and are unlikely to die from.
So please take a deep breath, read here, look at NJH if you like, ask all the questions you have, and make sure you have a good care team.
What is the most pressing question I can answer for you this weekend?
Sue
Thank you for SO much for all the information and quick response!! The biggest question on my mind right now is to do treatment or not. The last 4 months have been a series of testing to find out why I feel so bad then after diagnosis, I’m “burning up” the internet- To find that the treatment is difficult and may very well make me feel worse.
My CT pics show nodular Bronchiectasis but mild, and 3 pulmonologists said they are not that bad or dramatic. My lung function tests are good as well and my oxygen levels stay in the high 90’s. But I feel bad every day, run a fever every day,
Definitely not the quality of life
I want to live in my retirement.
Any insight would be greatly appreciated! Thanks! D