@cu2, welcome to Mayo Clinic Connect. What a lovely picture of you. I'll hope you'll add it to your profile.

Being diagnosed with stage 4 cancer is tough. No wonder your emotions are all over the place. While Michelle @wifemom3 has a different type of cancer (colorectal), I'd like to bring her into this discussion as she was recently diagnosed with stage 4. Like you, she's looking for support and, at the same time, brought hope and blessings into her first post here: https://connect.mayoclinic.org/discussion/hi-stage-4-here/

Cu2, is this a new diagnosis for you? Will you have treatments? What are your blessings today?