@miserable, I would like to add my welcome to Connect along with @artscaping and others. I was miserable also when I was first diagnosed. What got me feeling a little better and provided hope was searching, reading and learning as much as I can about my conditions. Two sites I use a lot for neuropathy that you might find helpful are:
-- Foundation for Peripheral Neuropathy: https://www.foundationforpn.org/
-- Neuropathy Commons: https://neuropathycommons.org/neuropathy/neuropathy-overview

Myself and others have shared what helped us in the discussion Member Neuropathy Journey Stories: What's Yours?: https://connect.mayoclinic.org/discussion/member-neuoropathy-journey-stories-whats-yours/

I think when you have neuropathy, lifestyle changes like reducing or eliminating alcohol, sugar, processed foods and other unhealthy habits can have a positive effect on our condition. Have you thought about or made any lifestyle changes to help with your symptoms?