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How did you taper off Benzodiazepines?

Addiction & Recovery | Last Active: Sep 4, 2023 | Replies (40)

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Here I am again after a much disappointing outcome. I was on Lorazepam 6MG for at least 10 years. A friend's husband, a Psychiatrist told me it was a dangerous drug. I decided in a day to stop. Called my Primary Doctor and asked how long would it take to get off, he said 7 days, do I want something to help, I said no. Obviously I knew nothing about Benzodiazepines and tapering. Four days after stopping COLD TURKEY I was in very bad shape. I kept hearing my phone ring and it wasn't, I sat up in bed rocking for hours, could not lay down, it made me vomit. I could never describe what I went through. 4:40 AM I called my Doctor and he called in a prescription, which was Clonazepam, another Benzodiazepine. Plus 3 other medications to get me through this, Mirtazapine, Ropinirole and Hydroxyzine. Needless to say there were several others Gabapentin for sleep, that was a terrible problem. Two weeks after staring the new medications I got a terrible rash all over the upper part of my body. Two weeks after that ended I got hives all over. These are both signs of a reaction from one of the prescriptions I was taking. Obviously I didn't sleep much for three weeks because they caused itching and burning. I started tapering myself as I so badly wanted off these drugs. One script at a time. My suggestions not the Doctors. At this point I started seeing a Psychiatrist at UCSF because was told this is who I needed to go thru withdrawing and tapering off the ORIGINAL LORAZEPAM. I was, at start of tapering, taking .5MG Clonazepam which was switched from the 6MG of Lorazepam, which has a longer half life. At 10 months off all medications I found out that I should had started my withdrawal and tapering with 3mg of Clonazepam which is equal to 6mg of Lorazepam. Contacted both my Doctor's and told them of the mistake they made when they started my taper with the wrong strength of Clonazepam. That is why I had HORRIBLE HORRIBLE withdrawal systems for 10 months and all the while I was telling both I was having tremors, not sleeping and felt I was getting worse not better. At this point I was dealing with my Psychiatrist which the Medical Industry says you need a Psychiatrist when tapering. She told me my symptoms were not are not from tapering. Where am I now, not doing well. I am 79 years of age and a very ANGRY PERSON. I am basically on my own. They will not admit to their mistake, which is a big one, one everything you read about tapering will tell you make sure you are dosed correctly when changing to a longer half life to taper. Sorry this has been so lengthy, I did omit a lot. I hope this wakes up anyone who is going or will go thru tapering to be aware. Went on line many time to find out the comparable strength of Clonazepam from Lorazepam and only found info when tapering from Lorazepam to Diazepam. I found it way too late. Make sure you RESEARCH AND RESEARCH, and read ASHTONS MANUAL. Thank you Mayo for allowing me this theatre to vent.

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WOW overwhelmed with your story. I’ll keep you in my thoughts. Hope you get better.

Thank you for expressing your anger, frustration, etc. I so relate, but also know it can be done and even with almost 5 years of hell, I am off all psych meds. It is so worth the struggle!! Ashton Manual, and there are support groups on line that are helpful!!!

The doctors ALWAYS try to downplay withdrawals. They try to convince us it’s all in our heads! Can’t possibly be withdrawal! Blah, blah, blah!They need to wise up and stop acting like their patients are ignorant!!!!!!

I'm so sorry that your doctor did not acknowledge your withdrawal symptoms. I'm weaning off clonazepam now and, the doctor helping me validates how I'm feeling. It can be hell. I was originally prescribed for sleep/anxiety. Used every day. Up to 2mg. a day, that was in late Feb. I am now on .25 1x pm. At first I wasn't sleeping on the .25, I began taking 2 to 3 60mg THC gummies. Bought a sound machine and listen to the rain while falling asleep. It seems to be working. I am not looking forward to my next tapering to .125. But I want this shit out of my system for good so I am willing to go through some hell to get my brain back to somewhat normal.