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@thisismarilynb

It is coming up today. I got up and got the paper. I seem to be fine. Yesterday afternoon I was able to change the bed and wash, dry and fold the sheets. A feat for me these days. I still have one more laundry load to do today. Sometimes these mundane things are the ones that keep you going. My grocery lists are also much smaller. No more chips and crackers. My husband loved them. The good thing for me is that I have lost almost 15 lbs. just by not eating them anymore. I still have one guilty pleasure left. I like a drink of soda pop at night while I am lying in bed either reading or watching TV. The price has gone up by I am still buying it. I justify it by saying I only drink one glass per day. My mental outlook has improved a tiny bit. Now I am wondering if that long drive back and forth on the freeway negated everything he was supposed to help me with. Hope you have good Sunday. I will trade you some sunshine for some water. We really need it here.

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Doing little chores does help. I like taking care of my plants on my back porch.

Keep looking up.

May God bless and keep you; The Lord make His face shine upon you and be gracious to you. The lord lift up His countenance upon you, and give you peace. Numbers 6:24-26