Unfortunately yesterday was a very bad day for me. I could not get the memory out of my head of visiting my husband and he said to me "I wish they would leave me alone. I want this to go fast." At the time I was speechless. But the memory kept playing and playing and I wound up crying all day. But today is another day. The sky is blue and the sun is shining. I, too, would like to share a memory with him. Hopefully things will be a bit easier today. I need to swiffer the floors. That should take my mind off this and onto more mundane things. I am beginning to think that our lives will always be intertwined no matter how much time passes.