Oh so hard to accept the new role of accepting support and help when typically you are the giver. Keep in mind that you are giving others the gift to help you.

Are you aware of post intensive care syndrome? It can affect both patient and family members. They went through a lot too. You might be interested in the discussions in the ICU support group:
- Intensive Care (ICU) https://connect.mayoclinic.org/group/intensive-care-icu/

Helping family and friends to talk about their side of your time in ICU might be a way to find yourself in your familiar setting of helping others. 🙂