@babsh1. It is awful what we are both going through some people think it is all in your head, the doctors have know comprehension because they are not going what we are going through. I am just trying to find a reason why some days I am good and some days I am not . It is a toss of the coin how I wake up. If I wake up good one day I say to myself I have beat this but then the sob breath comes back or another sleeplessness night. The sleeplessness is the killer we can’t function without sleep, then the pressure in my head the headaches, this is not me or you. We can’t ever give up I have faith that we will get better, how long it will take I don’t know. I am with you during your sleepless nights I am with you during your depressed days where we lose hope. We are separate people yet we are one that we are both going through the same thing. If you ever need to talk to me speak to me in private I am here. I will give you my email address. Don’t ever give up my friend.