@sandielegal, PTSD and fear of recurrence are real and often the darker side of the reality of cancer survivorship. @merpreb and others like @swift @bjh369 @kathleenkin @katehanni @azkidney57 @alamogal635 @richcolleen talk about this in this discussion:

- Facing Cancer Recurrence, PTSD & Acknowledging Mental Health https://connect.mayoclinic.org/discussion/facing-cancer-recurrence-ptsd-acknowledging-mental-health/

Sandie, have you been diagnosed with a recurrence or are did you see hematuria this weekend and are waiting to have recurrence confirmed or ruled out this week?