I understand, and so do many others, so you are NOT alone. I have daily headaches, nightly insomnia, pains through my neck and shoulders, and fatigue with nausea and dizziness. Feels like a constant hangover for 2 and a half years. I do have fewer days now where I lie in bed half alive and half dead, so I tell myself I’m getting better, but it’s just a very long road. I had a very full life, and now I do jigsaw puzzles and read - no more job or trips or 3 mile walks. Hang in there - eat healthy, celebrate the better days, go slowly, and yes, accept your new life for now. Things will get better if we advocate for ourselves and push the medical community to help us find answers. My best to you and all of us who are in this fight with you!