I sincerely hope that everything is and will be fine with your children we have to grit our teeth and try to be as normal as we can for our families my prayers are and will always be with you keep praying like I do for everyone it gives me strength to face a new day God bless 🙏
Have any of you grieving suicide survivors reached out to the organization called "Compassionate Friends"? They support people in your deep suffering. My Uncle and his wife got tremendous comfort from these commiserating people, after their beloved son killed himself after years of suffering (his and his parents')
I remember my poor uncle driving around every night searching for his son when he had gone missing – that was after a full day's work. After he found his son's body, he never stopped suffering until the day he died decades later. I remember hearing that he went almost entirely without sleep the entire time.
Nevertheless, he received invaluable comfort from this unique group – more even than from his church group.
I send you my deepest condolences, friends.