So sorry for your loss. I say this because I had read that it is perfectly normal to mourn the loss of your breasts. I didn’t think I was doing that when I felt like you but I did go to talk therapy and it helped a lot. It’s a lot to go through even if everything went smoothly and it’s not minimally invasive yet it’s not visible to others. I did take Wellbutrin to perk me up and started yoga. It’s a journey especially if you are on an AI. Still doing the yoga!