Talk to your doctor. I take an antidepressant that helps me. Please know that your emotions are perfectly normal in your situation. Hopefully with time you can move through these difficulties. Some counseling with a professional therapist might help also. Allowing a therapist to guide you through these feelings might be a good release of bottled up emotions that you might be unaware of. Good Luck and keep us informed as to how you are doing. We are all in this together!