Hi Terri Well not taking it very good. Right now leaning on my faith because that is the only thing I have. I thought being diagnosed with bronchietasis and MAI were bad but never saw the emphysema coming. Of course I get on the internet and read and it seems to have the worst fatal outcome. I know the doctor tells me to stay off the internet but that’s hard to do. Mentally my mind just keeps thinking the worst . I wish someone could tell me how the heck you can deal with this. I thought I was a really strong person but now I know differently. I know that God is in control. When you have been so healthy and never going to a doctor this just knocks you for a loop. I will admit I have had some bad thoughts but trying to stay grounded. Karissy