@betterway Amen. Oh how I understand that feeling. When your mind has one speed, but your body has another and cant keep up. Doing something good can look like a lot of different things. I found this required problem solving. Instead of getting mad at myself and the situation (like I used to) I now see it as a challenge. I'm like, OK, I want to do something so how might that look? How might I find what I still "can do" verses what I no longer can. Just because I'm disabled does not mean I am unable. Problem solving is what I use as my challenge. When one door closes, another opens. How might you do something good?