LOL. Yes, I knew what you meant. I was just interested in hearing what all the s*** was and how you handled it. I was hoping it might help some of us or maybe some of us could help you if it happens to you again. But if it's too personal, then I understand if you don't want to share. Just hope you are feeling better and if we can help you in any way, please share with us. We are all here to help and to get help.