Days like this are the hardest ones. I hate it when I think of you going through this, mostly because I can remember exactly what these days feel like. Trust me when I say, things will get better, even if it does not seem that way now. Set those medical bills aside for now, this is not the time you should be worrying about those. Tell me what kind of yummy treat sounds good right now? I remember craving a gelato or a cannoli. Are you a cake or cream kind of girl?