Hello @kbirk and welcome to Mayo Clinic Connect. It is understandable that you are afraid and also so good that you are reaching out for support.

You will notice that I have updated the title of your post to allow more members to find and participate. In addition, I did relocate your post into both the Kidney & Bladder Group as well as the Breast Cancer Group for the same reason.

Finding out news through a portal alone can be overwhelming and scary. Do you have an appointment scheduled to discuss your results with your doctor?