Oh gosh Texas, I hate hearing this and were right here at the holidays. What a thing to be going through, I'm so sorry. Cancer is just UGLY!

Who is your support group? I know you mentioned a grandchild, who else do you have around you to help support you? You have to take comfort in knowing your his angel and are doing everything you can for his comfort and care. I'm so glad your have hospice to help you now and aren't doing all this and trying to think through all this on your own. Its not good but better than trying to shoulder everything.

I pray for you and Jerry all the time and ask God for mercy for you.

Sadly, Diane