Hello @kbirchem and welcome to Mayo Clinic Connect. Thanks for being vulnerable and sharing your thoughts and concerns. So many other members can relate, especially if they are at a place in their life where they are also facing multiple health conditions.

I wonder if you've taken a listen to podcasts from Dr. Poland. They have truly been an evolution of all things COVID and vaccines as the world quickly learns about each new development. Dr. Poland has a really great way of sharing what can be complex information on this topic in a way that is easy to digest. As you explore what makes sense for you and weigh the pros and cons, I thought this information may be helpful. Go to the link below and use the search box on the upper right using "Dr. Poland": https://connect.mayoclinic.org/newsfeed/

If you knew you wouldn't have adverse side effects, would you wish to be vaccinated?