Good afternoon @jamiebw and welcome to Connect. I am so sorry to read that you are suffering. I think we all have experienced suffering. On the Connect community, our mission is to improve the quality of life for every member.
For me to help support your situation and condition, I will need to know more about the medical issues that are causing you pain, unhappiness, and disappointment. Have you been diagnosed with a form of neuropathy? Are you receiving treatments of any kind?

What is your greatest concern?

May you be safe, protected and free of inner and outer harm.
Chris