I started tapering at 300mgs. 1 month at 150, one month at 75, one month at 37.5, stop. I thought l was going to die. I wanted to die. I postponed my final college degree module, cried, contemplated suicide, you name it. Too many doctors don't seem to know anything about tapering, because l could easily have killed myself to escape the pain.
I survived, but knew very little about what to expect, because neither did any of the experts responsible for my care. I was asked what l wanted to try. I AM NOT A DOCTOR. But l'm staying clean. I am not becoming a statistic. I am a bpd survivor.