Good morning suff2say. You are not alone….. call a crises line. They will help you sort though things and look Forward. They will help you structure your thoughts so you can lay out small goals for yourself….. one concern with one solution at a time. Your frustrations seem overwhelming now, but laying each individual hurdle out on a list, one at a time, will provide clarity for one solution at a time. One thing at a time. Small successes…. You have already accomplished a big success by reaching out to ask for help! That’s huge! You are not alone…