piercings hahaha...we'll look like meth heads, good grief. For sure kind of fun. All my friends hate me. Jeans look great, really I could wear anything now, but so thin it scares me. Got on scale last night and was 124, so ate cottage cheese and toast, just anything I could find. I didn't eat dinner for most of my life, never thought healthy, but now large dinners are required!! It can get expensive and a lot of time I just don't have the energy to do it. when I do go out, i shock people at how much I eat. I dont go to bathroom afterwards because they think i go throw up!! My gorgeous friend died a few months ago, I thought she was anorexic but she said she had IBS. I didnt believe her and didnt see her for last 2 years because we looked freaky together, both rail thin and 5"11. Feel badly now because I understand more, but too late. So now I eat a lot and work out as much as I can for strong muscles. Just got over the flu, so, dangerous for us, ran 101. fought it off and almost 71 now so still hanging in there, No coughing up blood in few years, enjoying what I've got and looking great in those jeans! Keep eating, working out, have more fun..... xo

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