I highly recommend Dr. Patrick Walsh's Guide to Surviving Prostate Cancer. He is thorough and lays out options as you proceed with your treatments. His book has also helped me know what questions to ask my care team. I was on ADT for 24 months after my radical proctectomy and throughout my adjuvant radiation. With 29 months into this journey, I still have undetectable PSA, but I live quarter to quarter with the blood tests. My suggestion is to enjoy the gift of each day and keep a positive attitude. My pathology staging was T3b N1, so my focus is being a cancer survivor on a daily basis. Keep the faith as you proceed through your journey.