I wish you all the best and am praying for you and everyone here. I have not yet had my biopsy. Discovered a lesion, grade 5 from imaging. Doc says it indicates aggressive. Won't know until biopsy. I am in the same boat. I have found learning as much as possible helps me and this site also is comforting. The good news is that there is a very high probability of recovery. What is your age and family history? How often did you do a PSA? What if any symptoms did you have?