I am sorry for your loss. The most worthless words there are and yet, heartfelt. I felt this great sadness when I sold off the furnitures and fixtures in my store. I just couldn’t do it any more. It was the only thing I had “done” for 25 years. I found another “job” in the industry for several years and found I really loved it, before having to become the caregiver for my husband. Can you consider a different position with less strenuous duties and still be happy?